It's been a big load, and unfortunately I'm not very motivated this year. I think not getting much recognition for last year really got to me, and it hasn't quite worn off.
I really need to start trying harder. I really have no, intense want to do well like I did last year.
But I really need to get there, but it seems too hard to do anything, I can't handle it when I can't understand things, and I'm too scared to ask for help.
The only thing that really keeps me going through school is the thought that I'm off to Germany in 2 months. Only 2 months, and I'll be there for four weeks.
The moral of life's story is that shit happens. Shit happens, bad stuff, you'll get hurt but you get back up and you walk away with your head held high.
In life, you'll realise there is a role for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you, some will love you, and some will teach you. But the ones who are truly important are the ones who bring out the best in you. They are the rare and amazing people who remind you why its worth it.
You've got to hold on because in the end none of the silly things will matter. What will matter will be who you have, what you have learnt and what you do with everything you have.
Live your life, stop wasting time.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself, get up and keep going.
- Emily Grace
